Redneckgirl Update!

I have decided that as much as she wants, redneckgirl can post here whenever she wants. I think she likes this idea, although it may take awhile for her to actually do it once.

So be on the lookout for a redneckgirl update right here!

Requiem For A Blog

As you all know, redneckgirl posted her last post today. I can't really go into details as to why, but I will go as far to say that even though I don't really agree with it, I am standing by her and supporting her decision to stop the blogging.

I guess the reason I am against it like I am is that she had put so much of herself into it, got to vent her frustrations about me, her own issues, her relationship with her ex, and so much more.

In the process, you all came to know the woman I know in some semblance. You have been able to watch her and her wonderful children develop over the short time that she has done this.

You've been able to see her brag on her children, and laugh at the things they say, as well as watch the relationship that she has with me blossom into something much more.

You've been able to see what a wonderful person and mother she is, and how beautiful she is as well. You've been able to laugh with her, and worry with her, and sometimes cry with her.

Regardless of how much time goes by, her readers will always remain in her heart and on her mind. You have all shown her, and myself that there are great people out there who want nothing more than a friendship and some great conversation. I know I have been converted from the way I used to think, and it's mostly due to her.

I know her reasons, explicitly. I understand the reasons why she feels she has to do this. Believe me when I tell you she doesn't want to stop blogging, but "feels" as though it is the thing to do right now.

I know that even though it's been a brief time in the blogging community, that redneckgirl has touched your lives and your hearts.

A lot of what has been said here was already said on her blog. After actually talking to her and seeing her today, I felt compelled to post this as a sign of love to her, and as a moment of retrospect to her blog.

It's a shame to see such a lovely and wonderful and caring person silenced as she has been for now.

we can all hope and pray that she decides to start blogging again, sooner than later.

The video here kind of reminds me of how she is with every aspect of her life. It doesn't matter if it's trying to keep me on the straight and narrow, or teaching the values of life to her children. It describes how we should all be in our lives, or at least try to be.

These are Just My Thoughts.






Just remember redneckgirl, you "can" choose to start this again anytime you want. we don't want you to stay away for good. I Love You.

The Lazy Eye

I don't know if this is gonna be funny or just plain dumb, but I owe you guys and gals something more than I've been posting, so here goes.

I have heard the term lazy eye on many occasions. I know what it means. However, some twisted part of my mind animates it and I get a visual that resembles a husband and wife arguing.

I figure if you have a lazy eye, then the other eye must do all the work and bring home the bacon, so to speak.

What if the working eye gets pissed at the lazy eye and starts yelling at it to get a job and stop being such a bum.

If the lazy eye didn't shape up, would the working eye kick it out of the socket?

I dunno, it seemed funnier earlier, but that could have been in my head....lol!

Hinder - Better Than Me

This song reminds me of redneckgirl, especially the times we couldn't be together for whatever reasons. I spent what would seem like an eternity without her, and all the time, I was hoping she was happy.

Who would have thought that a guy like me could make her as happy as she is now.

I love you with all my heart Brandy, so I'm posting this for you.





I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures i took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

Not Even Gonna Say!!!!!!

I'm not even gonna say what this looks like! Do I really have to? I mean, you can use your imagination...hell, you really don't even have to do that....LMAO!

I think I'm going to hell for this one....lol!

It's A Train Wreck

What the hell is up with train wrecks in Kentucky?

Here it is now we've had not 1, not 2, but 3 train wrecks this week in this state!

The first was on Monday when runaway railcars struck two parked locomotives in eastern Kentucky, the second was on Tuesday when a train derailed and caught fire, causing evacuation of quite a bit of places near where I work, and the third was on Wednesday, when a train collided with a truck crossing the tracks, killing the 2 passengers and causing the truck to burst into flames.

I just can't understand some of this. I guess I'm not supposed to.

With that said, if you ever come to Kentucky for a visit, stay away from the tracks!

Wonka's Jizz Balls

I know, you think it sounds gross, but this is what we call these at work.

It all started when one of the guys here brought in some truffles. we engaged in a conversation about which ones were better when one of them just broke out with "The white chocolate ones are like Willy Wonka descended from the heavens himself and bust a nut in your mouth!"

I was on the floor laughing my butt off because I thought it was just soo funny.

Tonight, I had another truffle experience. I brought a bag of mine in (I got like 4 or 5 bags for Christmas), and I let one of the other guys try one of them. He came back later and told me that the Wonka's Jizz Balls were the best ever.

I have to agree, and with that, I now change the name from Lindor White Chocolate Truffles to Wonka's Jizz Balls.

For My Redneckgirl

It's been awhile since I have posted something specifically for you. I think this song reminds me of us a lot, especially in the beginning.

Let me say that I'm very happy we gave in to one another, because you make me happier than I have ever been. I can see that ours is going to be a beautiful relationship and I'm so happy that I have you in my life.

I Love You!

Tearing Me Apart!!

At least it feels like that's what the dentist did.

I promised an update on this, so here you all go.

I went on Thursday to have my 2 root canals done. After about 2 to 3 hours, we had come to s stopping point because he had gotten them mostly done, but the giudes that he put in to measure how much more to do kept changing with every xray.

To elaborate: He had these tiny things that looked like needles, but a little thicker, and with measurements on them. He put these inside the hollowed out teeth to see if there was any more nerve he had to get out. Every single time that measurment would change.

Every time, and I mean every single time he would move those measures, I could feel it inside my brain. It really hurt bad. Needless to say, I was exhausted!

So, he sent me home after patching up the hollow teeth with cotton stuffing and a temporary filling.

Friday morning, I go in at 10am, and we proceed to get the root canals done. More brain poking led to more pain, which led to a migraine before they were finished.

After all was said and done, we were finished completely with the root canals, and with the posts for the crowns at about 1pm. Now time for the fun part.

If you'll remember, I also had to have 3 extractions that day.

God as my witness, I've never seen a set of teeth that didn't wanna come out.

The first one was the hardest because it was a fighter. It came out in 4 pieces and hurt the whole time. The other two on the bottom was just as bad. They came out in multiple pieces too.

I think a big factor was that I seemed to be building an immunity to novacaine. It took a lot more than it normally does to numb me. I think all day Friday I had in between 20 and 25 shots of novacaine to try to numb me. In between extractions he asked if I wanted to take a break, and I said no...just kill me and get it over with.

By the end of the day Friday, I was seriously worn out, and I was feeling very needy, so I didn't go home. I went to spend time with the Love of My Life, and get comfort from her. She did as best she could, as she was battling a very nasty stomach virus at the time, but she gave me everything she possibly could.

But the fun with my teeth didn't end there.

Saturday morning I woke up to a terrible pain. I went and looked and it looked as though one of the bottom teeth had not been removed. There was a bone fragment in there that was almost as big as one of the teeth itself.

Me, being sadistic with my teeth, started trying to pry it out. I used my fingers to no avail. I used a butter knife, and that didn't help either. I was bleeding like crazy, but this thing hurt and all I could think was how much I wanted it out. But it wouldn't come out.

Luckily, I had some meds and started taking them anytime I felt a little pain. I went through the rest of the weekend and New Years Day with that fragment in my mouth.

Then Tuesday, I went back into the office and he removed that damn fragment. He also applied some kind of medicine insides the holes because apparently, I had developed a dry socket as well. Not something I would recommend to anyone!

Now, I leave and go back home to get ready for work. However, I would be home tonight too.

I ate some mashed potatoes, which tasted good, but then not good because of the meds inside the tooth. I got a migraine and instantly started feeling queasy. I Got in the truck and tried making it to work. Well before I got there, I had to pull over and get sick. Between the migraine and throwing up roadside, I decided to call in. I went home and went to bed, but couldn't get any restful sleep because of the migraine.

After many hours, and much ibuprofen, the migraine went away. I ate crackers for the rest of the night, just in case I did get sick again, and I think I finally got a restful sleep afterwards.

So, as the title of this post states, you can understand how I was feeling these days, and how thankful I am that they are finished with for now.

As far as the rest of the work, I have a long way to go.

I have 7, yes 7 more root canals left to do, 1 cavity filling, 9 crowns, and 3 teeth yet that are unknown as to what we do to them. Then I have to get my partial made.

It's going to be a long year as far as dentistry goes, but I have to do it. No more eating in pain for me.

Wish me luck, and I hope none of you have to endure as much as I did on Friday.