Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired

I swear, if it isn't one thing then it's something else! I just wanna go out and yell to the world that I'm here, and come do with me what you will. I hate that I'm always sick, or feeling sick. I have begun to feel nauseated a lot more than ever, and my pain levels are starting to mount again.

I am not one for the slow and casual. If I need to be taken out, then do it and get it over with. If not, then stop messing with me. This slow recovery, if you can call it that, is tortuous. one day I'm feeling great, then the next week and a half I feel like crap.

Anyone wanna play Russian Roulette? I'll even take your shot.